Sunday, May 12, 2013
thinking about all the decisions I've made and creating scenarios that would never happen
annoying my self with things I wasted then I discovered they weren't meant to be mine
reconsidering the chances I missed and how that would have changed my life
my personality, my feelings, my thoughts are confusing me
is that what I wanted to be, or at least what I imagined myself to be?
is it better to have a regular routine or a messy crazy life?
am I seeking stability or enjoying my rocking chair?
what about the people who are in my life and they don't matter anymore?
what about the things I used to love and all of a sudden I don't care at all
I believe that I'm set on a path with some free choices
but anyway I will make these choices away from the conditions
Life can only be understood backward, it must be lived forward